When I came back to the Lord over 20 years ago. I learned about God who was my help and ever present for everything I needed for life. He is and was the only source for me. Healing, restoration, redemption, restoring. He is and was all. I grabbed hold of his word, truth, stood strong and fast. In the hours of need ahead I asked for help from him and he gave it. Then a storm came like I had never walked thru. I knew he was my refuge and strength. So I climbed into the cleft and hung on for dear life. I hid myself in him, but lost an important part while I hid. Nurturing me in the storm. Allowing others to help. We need each other and help at times. There are times when we need to come alongside and lift up the arms, provide the physical need in front of us. Stand, believe, support. Sometimes we need a doctor to help us to get our head around what is happening if we neglect us. I hid in him and neglected me in my storm, while waiting on God to move, to help and show up as I needed him.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Help Needed.......
Why don't we ask for help? I was raised by my mom, the oldest of 4 kids. My fiercely independent streak started at a young age. Mom was a single mom most of the years while I was growing up. This caused me to step and into a "doer" at a very young age. "A fixer" I never really asked for help. I just stepped into to do and get it done. So... what caused me to forget how to ask for help? To say come along side me- I need someone. I suppose my moms busyness of raising us and doing the very best she could at the time. She was always busy-running our house so I just never asked. I just did what needed to be done or handled it by myself. When I left one week after graduation to find who I was I took this with me into adulthood and learned to handle it all myself.
When I came back to the Lord over 20 years ago. I learned about God who was my help and ever present for everything I needed for life. He is and was the only source for me. Healing, restoration, redemption, restoring. He is and was all. I grabbed hold of his word, truth, stood strong and fast. In the hours of need ahead I asked for help from him and he gave it. Then a storm came like I had never walked thru. I knew he was my refuge and strength. So I climbed into the cleft and hung on for dear life. I hid myself in him, but lost an important part while I hid. Nurturing me in the storm. Allowing others to help. We need each other and help at times. There are times when we need to come alongside and lift up the arms, provide the physical need in front of us. Stand, believe, support. Sometimes we need a doctor to help us to get our head around what is happening if we neglect us. I hid in him and neglected me in my storm, while waiting on God to move, to help and show up as I needed him.
When I came back to the Lord over 20 years ago. I learned about God who was my help and ever present for everything I needed for life. He is and was the only source for me. Healing, restoration, redemption, restoring. He is and was all. I grabbed hold of his word, truth, stood strong and fast. In the hours of need ahead I asked for help from him and he gave it. Then a storm came like I had never walked thru. I knew he was my refuge and strength. So I climbed into the cleft and hung on for dear life. I hid myself in him, but lost an important part while I hid. Nurturing me in the storm. Allowing others to help. We need each other and help at times. There are times when we need to come alongside and lift up the arms, provide the physical need in front of us. Stand, believe, support. Sometimes we need a doctor to help us to get our head around what is happening if we neglect us. I hid in him and neglected me in my storm, while waiting on God to move, to help and show up as I needed him.
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